Desires.

Dear You,
     Desires are everything. They are what define us as who we are and who we want to become. But what do you become when there is no desire? No energy or fire fueling desire. You get nothing. You get an empty question mark as of what you are and what your future holds. I am that empty question mark. I desire not to fall in love, to have a family, a job, and a house. I don't desire that standard life. I don't desire to make friends or to have lots of money. All I desire is to accept that past and free myself of the terrifying fear of it all happening again. So what do you do when you have no desire? Who are you? The truth is, I don't know who I am.