Serious Fatigue

   Dear You,

Often times when you ask someone "How are you today?" you get the reply "Tired" but when I say I`m tired, it is not the typical "I stayed up too late playing video games". When I am tired it is not so much that I am too tired to function, I am mentally aware of everything and fully ready for the day, but physically I am exhausted. I can`t stay awake through anything that I have to sit during longer than 30 minutes, I just feel very physically weak. I have big dreams and ambitions but the energy is not there. Maybe I am just not healthy enough. I don't know. Maybe its because there is a lingering piece of the depression that haunts me. My past is a beautiful but torturous memory that I cannot seem to let go of. It makes it hard to move forward with my future. I have no idea how to get rid of this lack of energy. I am all out of ideas but I am determined to get out of this rut.